Sleeplessness...
It shatters the state of mind
Into broken pieces of glass
And now those tiny shining bits,
piercing the whole bloody mortal wounds
over and over again...
She shut her eyes with a greedy urge
to sleep away...
But something sharp, as a hook
Caught the eyelids to wide open.
Eyes are open and she falls into the
realms of reality...
Pearls of sweat broke out around
her red lips and dusky skin
And the eyeballs stretched...
She heard the beating sound
of dancing beds insisting
"Spread your legs"
And felt a huge weight all over her body
Sensing the smell of men...
Got up from bed and her hands reached
for the glowing candle over there...
Her legs moved around in the room...
An infant crying frequently from
somewhere far away.
"Spread your legs" the old lady in charge
commanded with her rude manners,
Pushing the poor belly
Then inserting her rough hand
with some pointed stick...
Blood....
Candle melts its wax,
as her vulva spit blood..
It dropped all over palms and fingers
Suddenly she stops and
threw the candle away
Smelled her hands
The same 'Metallic' odour touched
all her brain nerves...
You can call her 'Medea'...
Possessor of unfathomable crime
They calls her a sinner
A whore
The night becomes darker
She put on more red lipstick deeper
Draped her saree loosely
Dragged its pleats to her breasts
Put a red bindi on her broad forehead....
And walked around the street
In search of a Man
Rather than the lusty penis commanding
"Spread your legs".
Diya Saji
Diya Saji is an aspiring writer lives in a rural village at Kerala, India. Her thoughts always tried to explore the Women and Gender issues, Patriarchy, Colonialism, Psychology, Self-knowledge, Marginalized communities etc. She hold an MA from the University of Kerala, India in English Literature and now pursuing another MA in Women and Gender Studies from Indira Gandhi National Open University, India.
overjoyed you published this work. i know you stay away from graphic but as you can read this is more about forced marriage and the control of women. thanks for your brave journal.
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