Visitor
She
says she can help me
when
the world rushes by,
guard
me from being swept
into
their urgent storm
and allow
me to switch off a light.
She
says the road to envy will
only
tire me more,
set me
on a dangerous path
to
bitter tongues,
spilling
more slates of sorrow.
I
ponder on the hold she’s
got on
me here,
see
this window won’t open now,
meddling
hands have stolen my release,
left me
sick in this furnished tomb.
She
says the best journeys are taken
with
eyes that can see a view,
a
ticket bought so you won’t miss
the
thrill, of passing laughter, shrieks
and a
love held tight.
I know
she will stay and will
not
leave my room,
baggage
she’s left does not stand so easy,
her
ways in time may open kind doors,
but I
didn’t invite her here.
Julie
Stevens
Julie Stevens writes poems reflecting the impact MS has on her life, as well as other topics close to her heart. Her poems have recently been published in Ariel Chart, Dodging the Rain, The Honest Ulsterman and Dreich. Her debut chapbook Quicksand was published by Dreich in September 2020. Website: www.jumpingjulespoetry.com, Twitter @julesjumping.
a fine meditation on the difference between pity and sympathy.
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ReplyDeleteThank you, Julie
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