In My Hermetic Studio
In my hermetic studio
I am like a canned fish, my love
Turned into a bookworm wrinkled with age
Within four walls, behind closed shutters
Item that is traded and wholly wasted
In poetry lines and delirious state
Upside-down I slip in the air
My feet don’t touch soil
Singing a lyrical song in my deepest despair
I am given for rent in the black market
Possibly I’ll be sold by auction, in parts
Play lottery, perhaps you strike it lucky my love
Although no pact with destiny on my part
Shriveling in the airless room
as a snake
My soul, do you breathe or not?
Are you hereabouts?
If you are still alive
Stand up and look at my eyes
constantly fabricated, dizzy, and materialized
Writhing like a bird
in this cage-studio abyss
Robinson Crusoe of loneliness and crucifixion
in Emptiness
Granit Zela
Granit Zela is a contemporary
Albanian poet, short story writer, novelist, essayist and translator. Born in
1979 in Kukes, northeast of Albania, he was graduated from British and American
Studies and Albanian Literature in Tirana. He obtained a Ph.D. degree in Literature
on the poetics of the American postmodernist writer Donald Barthelme. Zela has
published poetry volumes “Apocalypse” (2000), “In my Hermetic Studio” and
“Altar Word” (2011). His first poetry volume was awarded “The First Song” prize
by the League of Albanian Writers. Other books include the short stories: “Willing
deaths” (2002), novel “Dodona” (2006) essay volumes: “Letters of Darkness”
(2011) and “Sigh on banality” (2009). He is translator into Albanian of William
Faulkner’s novels “Light in August” and “As I Lay Dying”. Zela is currently
Assistant Professor of English in Department of Liberal Arts, American
University of Middle East, Kuwait City, Kuwait.
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